Tuesday, May 15, 2007

worth a thousand words...

it's kinda boring staying at your house the whole day, really. and to somehow lessen it, i took my photo albums and looked at our pictures back in high school.
yeah... it's still the feeling everytime i look at those pics showing our funny moments. the places we went, the events we participated, trip-trip lang pics, barkada bonding, class pics- all of those remind me of how hard yet happy high school life is. those pictures relive every moments and it makes me feel sad when i think that we can never experience all of those again. my classmates and friends are too busy, they are far, they can't come, sort of reasons that will always hamper our plans of getting together, and it's hard. the only hope you have is to think that one day in the future, you will have time to see and talk with each other, remember all the memories you've done before, share the hardships and difficulties you've been through and brag what you have attained. it's kinda funny thinking of it. yet, it somehow excites me and challenges me to do everything i can so that if someday, we had an opportunity to meet, i can be proud of what i have achieved. hopeful... hopeful... hehe...
well... i miss them, really!! there are times when i see them in my dreams. we were happy, we were complete, we laugh and then we hug. they seem so true, yet when i wake up, they're gone. how sad...
how i wish fate would lead us to a point where our paths would cross again. like before, when we were still together. i miss them so much!! know why?? coz being with them for 11 years, and after that you'll never see them everytime like before, makes you feel so empty... so lost...

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