experience: the best teacher!

vacation grande....

hmmm... should i say "i'm thankful because we don't have classes for six consecutive days?" or "i'm thankful because we escaped the midterms that we were supposed to take?"

honestly, i'm truly grateful because classes were suspended yesterday and i got enough time to sleep... we were on the shooting of lastikman last thursday. we were dancing there, acting a little bit... too tiring! the foods were, uhm... i don't like it anyway but since we were hungry, we have no choice but to eat it. we already finished at almost 6 in the morning and i got home at 7... oh my God... i was really tired and sleepy yesterday. and if ever there were classes, i could not manage to attend not only because i was too tired, but i did not study for our exam and i could not take it if i got a low score...

well... i just realized that it's too hard really, to earn money... yaah! we were paid... not enough for what we did... or perhaps for production staffs, it is...since we were just there dancing, acting like back ups, and all that... but for newcomers like us, the job was difficult.. some of us worried because we thought that the shooting will only be until afternoon. we did not expect that it will last until friday morning...

but then, it was an experience... dealing with some artists like vhong, iya, roxanne, jake, vanna and the directors and staffs of lastikman... it doesn't happen everytime. it was an oppurtunity. vhong was there teaching us the stunts he knows and how to execute it the right way. iya was also there cracking jokes and vanna was talking to us asking for the steps (because she was abpout to act as the squad captain)...it's nice knowing that people who are famous like them deal with just ordinaries like us... i consider it as a privelege because not everybody were given the chance to experience that. well, i'm not into idolizing those people, and i'm not a fan too.

however, what we've done is something to be treasured because it will be helpful in the future...

long silence

how about a month not writing on my blog spot?

weird....

I've been so, so busy this past few weeks... sort of having an everyday training and practice of routines for the upcoming cheering competition...

kinda working on news articles for our newspaper...

but the funny thing is, I'm not doing my school works that are already piled up...

there are lots of homeworks- news articles that i need to write, but i'm not working with it...

i just ignore them and think that i can finish or do it once i find a time... like today, (since there are no classes because of the typhoon.)

sometimes, i was so beleaguered by many things and i don't know what will i prioritize... perhaps, my classmates and even my friends are thinking why i commit and commit but don't work on my acads....

maybe, they get annoyed with me when i tell stories that i find it difficult to deal with things or to balance them... and when there are group works, i complain and tell them that i'm too busy so better not give me a hard job 'coz i can't do it or finish it either...

well... i am just assuming that they do... but i hope, they don't...

sometimes, we find it difficult to tell people why are we doing such things. better be silent or just show them you are happy and contented with what you are doing...

i find pleasure when i'm busy... it gives me a lot of satisfaction and it makes me forget lonely moments that i must not think of...