long silence

how about a month not writing on my blog spot?

weird....

I've been so, so busy this past few weeks... sort of having an everyday training and practice of routines for the upcoming cheering competition...

kinda working on news articles for our newspaper...

but the funny thing is, I'm not doing my school works that are already piled up...

there are lots of homeworks- news articles that i need to write, but i'm not working with it...

i just ignore them and think that i can finish or do it once i find a time... like today, (since there are no classes because of the typhoon.)

sometimes, i was so beleaguered by many things and i don't know what will i prioritize... perhaps, my classmates and even my friends are thinking why i commit and commit but don't work on my acads....

maybe, they get annoyed with me when i tell stories that i find it difficult to deal with things or to balance them... and when there are group works, i complain and tell them that i'm too busy so better not give me a hard job 'coz i can't do it or finish it either...

well... i am just assuming that they do... but i hope, they don't...

sometimes, we find it difficult to tell people why are we doing such things. better be silent or just show them you are happy and contented with what you are doing...

i find pleasure when i'm busy... it gives me a lot of satisfaction and it makes me forget lonely moments that i must not think of...